For those who don’t fit into the old world — because they are here to change it.
Creating Leaders is for the old souls, the natural healers, and the system breakers. For those who have felt 'different' their entire lives—because their unique talents and their 'different' are exactly what the world needs to return to harmony once again.
When living in flow, they are natural leaders: field transmuters, downloaders, energy stabilizers, visionaries, and creators.
When stuck, they become survivors: pleasers, overwhelmed, carriers of others' emotions, and chameleons who lose themselves in the noise of the world.
I help you return to who you truly are: powerful, open, multidimensional, and deeply at home within yourself.
So you can build, create, and lead exactly as you were meant to.
And I recognize you—because my path was the same.
My story isn't a biography; it is the frequency from which I guide.
Everything I lived through, everything I transmuted, is now the ground upon which I mentor you.
This is the story of Femke — founder of Creating Leaders — and the foundation of both the practical, embodied methodology and the field that carries this movement.
The same foundation that activates your next level.
At Creating Leaders, we guide the visionaries,
leaders, and the multidimensional souls.
I was born ten weeks premature and spent five weeks in an incubator.
My first experience of life was behind glass:
Seeing the world, but not being touched.
Present but not fully landing, fighting to survive.
Those first weeks formed a blueprint:
It was the beginning of a life in which I would have to learn, again and again,
how to truly land in a world that feels so intense and doesn’t make sense to me.
The start 1988 — A Birth Into Survival
I still remember my first time on the school playground — overwhelmed by the bigness of this world.
It felt as if I dissolved into infinity, while everyone around seem to find that normal.
I didn’t understand the social rules or why people behaved the way they did, I could feel that people were not speaking the truth….so confusing.
In the midst of it all, I found my calm in chess tournaments and drawing in the hallways. I was afraid of the cafeteria. For a long time, I thought it was just shyness — later I realized it was the chaos of energetic stimuli overwhelming my system.
I found a home in athletics.
During running competitions I became one with my body, I felt the power of my muscles and played mindgames with my opponents. I assumed everyone felt the same pain during running — until I discovered that this was why others stopped.
It showed me how easily we accept something as truth — and how that truth then shapes our reality. Early on, I discovered that physical pain was far less intense than the pain of the world.
2002- The Outsider & The Athlete
I often triggerd people without intending, simply by being honest. For years, I thought something was wrong with me. So I adapted, made myself smaller, tried to be “normal,” and moved toward the perfect picture: a fixt job as a physical education teacher, living in Amsterdam and filled my life with social activities.
But the darker layers I moved through — sexual abuse, loneliness, an eating disorder, depression, burnout, physical pain, panic attacks, collective fields, generational trauma — eventually pulled me back to the density of life.
From a young age I felt “I am here for a reason, I am meant for something.”
So I tried to make changes in the world by teaching in India, South Africa and The Gambia, worked on international projects, and organized events in the Netherlands — all driven by the same movement:
If I cannot understand the world, perhaps I can contribute something kind to it.
My 20s — A Drive to Change the World, A Fight to Fit In
2014 The Turning Point — My way
In my late twenties, I traveled through Australia for two years.
No plan, no certainty — working on farms, living out of my station wagon and following the open road.
There, I rediscovered what I had lost along the way: my inner compass.
Financially at rock bottom, living in a parking lot, I had nothing left to lose.
So I asked myself one question: what happens if I go all in?
Since I stopped atletics to “be normal” I always had the feeling that I never really went to the edges of were I was capable of. I always wonderd what would have happend if I didn’t hold back. So on the parking place in Australia I decide this time I would choose what I wanted to experience, to go all in and see were I was capable off.
Five months later I competed in Melboure, my first natural bodybuilding competition as a backpacker.
In 2018, I became Dutch and world champion.
By the end of 2019, I was competing among the world’s top athletes in America, created my own 6-weeks trainings camp in LA(golds gym) while living i a house with a pool. I was recognized for my performance and featured in the media — Full cirkel moment.
The girl who once felt like she didn’t belong anywhere was now standing on a world stage because she made one radical choice: to do it my way.
Standing on the edge of the grand canyon after competing at the biggest natural bodybuilding competition in Amerika — impressed by the power of the mountains brought me to one question: what else is possible?
What lies beyond the discipline, focus, mind control and willpower that brought me to the world stage? The answer was not more beast mode, but the opposite: surrender, flow, creation, slowing down, emotions and expansion.
When I chose that path, I opened the door to everything I had pushed away for years: trauma, generational layers, collective pain, the feeling of not belonging anywhere, and a sensitivity that had always felt like a burden. It was intense — chaotic at times — but it brought me back to my essence: multidimensional being, field reader, alchemist.
I learned the language of the body. I began to understand why the world had once overwhelmed me. I saw energy fields, blockages, patterns and downloads — and started working with them, playing with them, transmuting them.
During that period, I opened Rooftopgym, my holistic personal training studio on my roof in Amsterdam. Without advertising, people found me drawn by resonance. In sessions, I started working energetically, through the body, through the field.
During the first lock-down in 2020 I told myself, whatever skill I set my mind to I can be a pro in 7 years….I choose art what became my way of expressing some deep emotional waves I felt during these years.
It became my 2nd topsport carreer— this time mastering my inner-world. Daring to fully feel life without numbing or making it smaller.
2020–2024 Going within
When I had built everything, the voice of my inner truth spoke to me: "You are done here. Your karmic work is finished. Move on."
It wasn’t a logical decision—it was inner knowing.
I left everything behind: Amsterdam, my business, loving relationships, my identity. I built my own home on wheels and surrendered to the road again.
Then, everything broke down: my computer, phone, leaks, solar panels, the car battery… It was a total reset of everything I had known. Yet, in all the chaos, I found peace. No stress about money or things breaking. I borrowed what I needed, help simply showed up, or I asked for support without having a clue what the next week or month would bring.
I could be on the road for days without talking to anyone, only to then encounter the most beautiful interactions. So much wisdom came through, and Creating Leaders unfolded while I was on the road.
My camper became my art studio, and in Morocco, I decided to start selling… or rather, letting others sell for me, as is the Moroccan way.
I made it to the other side. Beautiful people are showing up in my life—love, pleasure, joy, and sparkles.
2025 Re-Birth & life force
I work with women who:
✨ feel deeply and perceive differently
✨ receive multidimensional information
✨ feel stuck in linear 3D structures
✨ are done surviving — and want to live again
✨ are leaders or carry a mission, yet often abandon themselves
✨ long for embodiment, pleasure and aliveness alongside impact
✨ struggle with grounding — in their body, in matter and in creation
I mentor you to:
Step out of survival
Stop leaking your energy
Find safety in your body and open for your gifts
receive and regulate multidimensional downloads
anchor your field into the earth realms
bring your mission into form without self-sacrifice
embody your blueprint
live your leadership from flow, creation and life force
My path was intense and long.
Yours does not have to be.
You don’t have to figure it all out alone.
You are allowed to receive — while fully taking your place.
🌍 What does this mean for you?
Coming home
I do not guide you to become someone else —
but to come home to yourself.
I am not a coach.
I am a field. A mirror. An activation. An anchor.
Someone who walks beside you as your system opens.
Within that field, you remember who you truly are.
And from there, you build a life that feels aligned.
This is Creating Leaders.
This is my mission.
This is my life’s work.